When I first met him he was 15 and looked even younger, but over the past year or two he's become a 'gym freak', and I'm finding myself less attracted to his more, er, manly physique.
I don't believe I am suffering from POCD, as I and this is going to sound really bad am not exactly 'freaking out' about my thoughts, and find fantasies etc enjoyable and not stressful like POCD sufferers do.
How I Began Exploring My Sexuality After My Husband Died
My current boyfriend was shocked when, after we first made love, I told him that all I wanted in a relationship at the time was a "friends with benefits" situation.